15For we are to God the aroma of Christ among those who are being saved and those who are perishing. 16To the one we are the smell of death; to the other, the fragrance of life. And who is equal to such a task? 17Unlike so many, we do not peddle the word of God for profit. On the contrary, in Christ we speak before God with sincerity, like men sent from God.
Who is worthy of such a task God? If I have the aroma of Christ, I must shame You all the time. When I fall, or worry, or am sad, or angry, or selfish, and yet others sense Your presence in the midst of my failings, I must bring You shame. How can I ever be a worth servant of You? I can’t! I can only trust that You will find a way in Your great wisdom and love to turn my failings into blessings that some how bring You glory. I accept that all of this is not for me to understand, but for me to believe and walk on with faith in You. I am so sorry Lord. Change me, use me, and bring me home. *2Corinthians2*